1st time kena TOTO 4+1 group 4!!!!

woohoo... damn shiok, 1st time in my life kena TOTO 4+1 group 4 yesterday!!!!

muahaha although not much... but still shiok... hiak hiak hiak.


today got an email from my fishingbuddy Jimmy... some nice story ... i like the last few sentences in the email.... nice



爱来的时候
是真的
爱走的时候
是真的

被你伤害的人还真实的存在
你却生活中伤害你身边的人
真实的爱情
结束在真实的欺骗

在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
你失去了真实的爱情
有谁会理解你现在真实的伤害？
有谁会理解你当初真实的爱情？

WHO AM I?

hell.... its already 2009.... time really flies.. yet another year pass by....

it seems i'm becoming more n more a loner....

i no longer trust ppl...
i no longer talk to ppl...
i no longer go out...
i no longer enjoy things that i used to enjoy doing......

nothing seems interesting to me anymore... .everything seems meaningless in life.


i'm no longer what i used to be.....

i barely know myself now.

WHO AM I?