被爱永远是幸福， 爱人是痛苦

被爱是幸福， 爱人是痛苦

i really envy my good frens ard me having such lovely & caring partners..... its so warming to see them so lovingly together.... at times i really feel so lonely and out of place.... but I’m always happy for them.

its been like 6-7 years since I last went out on a date during poly days….. how time files….岁月不留人 (damn...i'm already 31yr old)… its been a long lonely journey since then. Amazingly I don’t know how I managed to pull thru all this years alone…. as everyone ages, companionship is what one yearns for…. I guess the only reason I remained single is the deep fear of getting rejection and end up loosing a good fren from the opposite sex…. It really sux being rejected. The worst was only being treated as a caring brother after all the time, tat really hurts(OUCH!). 从心动。。。。有了行动。。。。却转变成心疼
but I must admit that the process was still very much enjoyable and sweet until the final verdict came. It feels so good to be able to be caring & giving to the one u loved. 爱无须感恩的回报，没有谁对谁错, 也没有谁负谁。

Sometime bac a stupid 笨男人 met the one & only one “仙女下凡”. 笨男人 was hoping this would be the last and final stop for him……. At tat time, 笨男人 was still struggling to face the “fear of rejection” … I guess that stupid 笨男人struggled too long…. It still end up the way which 笨男人 had very much feared….. till now that stupid 笨男人 still couldn’t forgive himself, his stupidity, his actions. He's really a stupid 笨男人. Dunno wats holding that stupid 笨男人 back …. jus couldn’t find the courage to face his fears. 失去了再也找不到。

What’s left now is jus a regret that carries with me thru the rest of my life.
偶然相遇是缘分。错过了再也找不回。

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time and do those things that should have been done.

相遇难，相爱更难
祝全天下有情人终成眷属

笨男人(thats me)
何时才能走出黑暗,
是否还有机会???
谁能告诉我???